There's too much love

Things have developed recently.

I suppose this is how I might put how I feel: I feel like my personality was on vacation, like it was just too much to be where it was so it needed to go away for some time. Except it wasn't a vacation, because it got lost. Now, the search party is bringing it back. It's slowly settling back into normal life, picking up the pieces where it left off.

I don't know who I was for that whole time. Bugt now, everything I do, from scratching my eye right now to sitting in class to imagining my future is done deliberately and consciously. Everything is done as ME. I'm a person again.

It's strange but warm. It's very, very strange.