I also wonder whether my desire for things beyond this world make me less of a human, since I consequently ignore human relationships, or more of a human, since I am following the types of higher goals capable of humanity. But really, I think it isn't a matter of more or less, but rather it's just a matter of difference.
For me, relationships do not define my own humanity. Instead, my expression of humanity is one of thought, of thinking beyond my surroundings. Humanity for me is the ability to transcend the bounds of humanity. To explore unknown places. To imagine new possibilities. To be saved and come to know God.
All I want is to look to the heavens. Right now, I think that is what life means to me. I think this summer will be perfect for that.
P.S. As much as I wish to be completely serious, I still title my entries using things like Beastie Boys lyrics.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
And so on.
I just have a few things to say.
First: I need a haircut. Short again.
Second: A few times in my life, I have felt like crying out of happiness. These times occur when I am genuinely complimented about my intellectual capability.
Third: I am unsure whether the fact that I fell in love with Spock after watching Star Trek disproves my former declaration of asexuality or merely affirms it ironically, being that he is not human.
Fourth: I may end up becoming a partial vegetarian (still eating dairy, some kinds of fish)
Fifth: My eyeball just felt like it dissolved slightly. I think I need some sleep.
First: I need a haircut. Short again.
Second: A few times in my life, I have felt like crying out of happiness. These times occur when I am genuinely complimented about my intellectual capability.
Third: I am unsure whether the fact that I fell in love with Spock after watching Star Trek disproves my former declaration of asexuality or merely affirms it ironically, being that he is not human.
Fourth: I may end up becoming a partial vegetarian (still eating dairy, some kinds of fish)
Fifth: My eyeball just felt like it dissolved slightly. I think I need some sleep.
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